"Been There , Done That"

So... Heres another post about this one incident that happen between Ms A and mr   Z. One day, me and Mr Z fell in ❤️ With each other and they got together very quickly after confessing with each other. This was the first time Ms A fell in love with a guy. Then, days passed by. Suddenly, one fine day, mr Z stopped messaging ms A and Ms A wanted to find out the reason why Mr Z stopped messaging her. So she called Mr Z up and started asking questions about why he stopped messaging her. He didnt bother to reason or even provide an answer. He simply just told ms A that : "i've lost all my feelings to you. And you are no longer important to me anymore so stop being a bitch and come pestering me." After Ms A heard that, she broke out into tears and she started over thinking.. Days later, she started self-harming and resulted to punching the walls till her knuckles shifted badly. She was still waiting stupidly for Mr Z to come back to her. She cried for days and months. She told herself she was a bitch. Somebody that doesnt deserve anything except death. She was really devastated. Her friends didnt know that she went through all these tough times. Yet, they still judge her every single time they see her wounds or her knuckles. She cried every single night. Weeks after they both broke up, Mr Z started messaging her asking her if she was okay and she was doing well. She told Mr Z that she was doing really well and was fine. Well, Mr Z didnt questioned her any further. From then on, they became strangers. Till now, whenever they meet each other along the way, they just simply walk pass each other without saying hi. Ms A started to slash and punch again. She couldnt resist the temptation in self harming.  after 4 months,mr Z started contacting Ms A again and she was happy again. She trusted mr Z once again. However, she always lied to Mr Z that she was fine etc. and after 2 weeks exactly, when it turned out to be their 8th monthsary, Mr Z gave a surprise to Ms A. And that surprise was for the both of them to break off. She was heartbroken. Really heartbroken. She didnt know what todo. She felt like its the end of the world. Then, she started self harming again. This time, it was alot worser. She couldnt resist the temptation of slashing deep down into her skin. She told herself thats she didnt wanted to live anymore. And she started cursing herself and saying all those negative words about herself. From a cheerful girl to a really heartbroken and emo girl. This relationship turned Ms A into a total different person. She used to be so hyper and cheerful. Now, she does nothing but slash and punch over and over again.  😔 whenever she goes to sch, she put on a fake smile and tell everyone that she's fine. But deep down she isnt. She have always been lying about this negativity in her. Now that this negativity has been rooted deep into her. Whenever she tries to repent, she will be reminded abt what happen between her and Mr Z. This negativity in her can never be remove. No matter how much she tries, she always fail. Till now, she's a girl that is always negative, a girl that doesnt know how to appreciate herself, a girl that self-harms, a girl that thinks that she doesnt deserve anything. All because of this 1 relationship. 

Im sure some of you have been in her position. So please, stop judging her, she didnt want this to happen to her too. She's already hurt deep down. Pls do not make her cry/self-harm anymore. I really appreciate you for taking the time to read this story. Have a good day ahead!