Once Upon A Time~~

This few days i have been feeling so vexed.. not sure why.. Ytd i pass by my house playground i saw Cheryl and Shahida Image flash into my mind remembering us sitting down there having heart to heart talk then i look to the slide Darren's image flash by remembering his sad mooment an di was there not doing anything but listening to what he has to say and finally he cheered up because of my cousin. hais.. why are all this flashbacks coming back again? i really dont want to remember all this bitter past and those guyz that want my heart i wont care cause i just wanna lead a simple life away from all this romance so that i wont be hurt over and over again.. no matter what happens i just wanna heck care.. i just wanna focus on my studies now cos im alr gonna be a sec 3 student with new subjects new classmates and teachers.. hais... really wondering why Darren's image keep appearing in my dreams.. i dont miss him i really dont. Maybe just the times we had together.... :/ So what if

I feel that this is super true.. No matter how much that have happen between this relationship , I don care alr :/ because I can't take it anymore. Hais :/ what to do? I don know. Recently lots of stuffs have been happening you know :/ alot of relationship problem. First , L then M now T.. Hais :/ Idk la. I don wanna be in a rs alr. BGR sux!!:( I hate my love life. I won't fall in love again. Hais :/ I'm so sorry to those who I've hurt. Sorry :'/